Is it fated? Halloween n Phuket
5 years ago, I celebrated my first Halloween.. and this year, i celebrated it again.
5 years ago, i started something. and tis year, it is time to let them loose. Can i do that?
There were ghosts that I had been carrying it for 5 years.. And it seems like yesterday. That nite was the first date, the beginning. For a year, things were smooth-sailing then came the heartbroken period.
From the heartbroken period to now, the ghosts still lingered. I thought they had gone to rest. But no. They were around. This time, it is to let the memories, especially the memories to die.
It was very silly of me to hold on to the memories, thinking the sweetness of them will make me happy. However the downside of it was that i was not able to let go of the ghosts completely. To let them rest, i must not thinking of the memories even. Would that make me more empty?
During this period, there were more ghosts. Even i did lead a happy times, it could be even better.. But i had grown.. grown stronger, wiser.
How many of you have ghosts in your cupboard, hearts, etc?? have you ever let them go completely. and start afresh?
Has the exprience make you wary of being caught in the same situation? Have you ever make the same mistakes again and again? Is the mistake worth making?
And the funny thing is that 5 years ago, I went for a holiday in Phuket. And today, i am planning a trip over again.. Both dates falls on the same period when i went 5 years back. Is everything fated? Or is this the end of the ghost? Is it a new beginning? Or would i bump onto a few ghosts over there? Will i be frightened to face the ghosts or will i be so strong that nothing will bring me down?
